Eodum Hangug-eo

lock urself in ur room n have a long stretch of good books to read, it'll at least ease the pain away. right, enough of shinee n mariah carey. time for bed n wake up to go out with liesa laytaaaaaaaa. haida u ikot mama go shop ok bye

no thanks

its weird how i get so messed up in the first place. i mean, i admit that i dont even know u well but that doesnt mean u could treat me this way. sometimes i feel that i dont worth a single bit. like how u treat others, that really shows how much things r right now. i wonder whats on ur mind when ure talking to me. things r such in a way that u create to make others hate u. im just tryna make myself happy but its not working at all.

i really have no one to talk to. i dont share my thoughts with my sister n i dont even have a bestfriend. i have friends that i could really trust but they have their own problems n things to think about. i have cousins who r busy with their friends n not close enough to me anymore. i really dont feel good about myself anymore. y must i do things alone n not with a friend that loves my interests. i dont feel that fucked up about it actually. i just nd a companion that would talk to me about everything including my interests n feel so happy about it. i know i dont need a bf rght now to make me feel happy or attached to him. its so unnecessary

ive bn trying so fucking hard to make myself happy with the ppl around me

i am so sad

but i was cool

MAKNAE TAEMIN

SHINee

i felt that everything was empty n my life was only about shinee. i was really lonely yesterday. nobody wants to meet me. not even 1. i really nd someone to talk to, but who :(

love like oxygen

i feel very disgusted when couples fight or having some argument. it feels so whiny n menggelitis uh like tht. stop whining sia u fool. i dont care uh who. but dont argue or whtvr fuck lah in public. the whining part really have to go. couples like tht right, 1 second happy another second argue. it can b about everything. even the littlest things. i hate it so much. lek uh bodo, siket je pe. happy happy also cannot meh. waste ur fckg time. rushing for relationship. mcm nah kekal. dont say tht im jealous seeing u guys attached or having some good times together or some fucking nice experience. its just tht, u dont nd to fucking let the whole world know the gd n bad times u guys r gg thru. like we dont fucking nd to know. some ppl

there r these few guys tht asked me out but i fucking

reject

reject

reject

reject

reject

reject

fear of meeting guys

wtf am i thinking

how do u really define love?

y am i talking bout guys, relationship n couples here. fuck

cos i dont really care about boys n their toys

they have alrd turned me off

god pls save me

since then i kept searching for u

when everything felt like they'r not in order, reserve that spot for someone special. will always wish the best for em. think about em before u go to bed n when ure awake. i know u dont even care. i know u dont but y did it felt like u meant the whole world to me when we'r only talking. im not implying anything but rather, feeling empty recently. i still rmbr the first time we knew each other. it was something i look forward to every single day since then.

is there any reason to it?

would u care

if i told u the truth

the reason y my hair is growing

__: u always sleep lmbt rght?

me: ya

__: y uh?

me: *shit!* ade lah..

hehe

really sorry for being irritating everyday